If I had a time machine!

If I had a time machine!

What if I have a time machine! It will be truly awesome. Many people dream of this, what I have done if I can travel in time? not only wherever I want but wherever whenever I want. It’s really a dream of a dream. Life is full of passed moments, mistakes; good moments that we wished to stand still, and a future ahead full of unknown possibilities. Just one forget about all the science stuff, the complexities and paradox scenarios, or possibility or impossibility of the time travel. Lets just dream, an impossible crazy dream to be the ultimate traveler, witnessing whenever the greatest moment of our own life or the greatest and important moments of the world’s history. The mistakes that we once made we can change it, or just can try to change the past in a larger scale, change or wipe out a horrific event from history, or just observe silently and be the witness of the history without changing anything.

I personally want to see the dinosaurs, in real life moving living their day to day life and steal a dino egg and have a dino pet of my own. It could be fun as long as choose an herbivorous. I also want to see ancient Egypt all the real life pharos drama and stories upfront, want to visit Harappan towns and learn the script of that time and come back to this time and be the one who deciphered the Harappan script, it can be totally magnificent. I can go to my future and see what I have done then come back and repair it anything is possible with a time machine hidden in my basement only for me.

I know it’s all so crazy and absurd and complicated but still there is no tax for dreaming even the absurd crazy ones. We have a mind and that is more powerful than any machine we ever created. We cannot travel in time but we can visualize we can think even can see through our writings, paintings, stories novels, movies many many things. Time is running, always running with amazing speed and taking away our memories our moments our mistakes and successes all of it, like a mountain spring washing away all the dirt in its path and carving the unsuspecting stones for the future.

Timing is everything, to succeed to fail, to fall in love, grow out of love, being happy, being sad, then with time forget the sadness, all in right time. Time controls us, we can just flow with it, leaving a part of us behind, lost in time. We don’t have time machine, maybe we should not have. We learn from our past, then we carve our future, if the past became our future then we will be lost truly. Every day every month every year we evolve because time changes us. We stand a year away from our old self and we can see the difference in us, even when I read my diary 6 month later I can see me changing through that little time. Feels different, the pains once felt so much, the happiness ones touched my heart feels like a dream.

If I had a time machine! I can do everything but I may just lock it in the basement hidden from everyone even from myself, maybe I can feel fear or feel confused by so many choices. I had my past, full of mistakes, great moments, success, full of happiness and sadness, now I stand here 31^st December of the year of 2013, the new year awaits me awaits all of us, its our future, the me in the 2012 was a different version of me, with less experience less everything, a year later me is waiting for me to meet her there. I did travel through time, I met me in the past and I am going towards me at the future. But it’s a slow mode, but still like every crazy dream the root is always near our heart. Tomorrow it will be a new year and a new journey through time, my time.