Ode to The One..!!

Ode to The One..!!

In every hundred year or so I ask the same question,

Why! Why I have to go, why I have to see again?

My story is over, thousands time it’s been over,

I had many endings; I had many unfinished stories,

I had my heart broken; I had my happy endings,

I saw them grow, I watched them die, and I felt their love

I felt all the hate, I cried and I smiled, I Loved and I killed,

I saved them, I betrayed them, I did it all, then why?

Still I have to go back, live and die, love & hate,

Kill or save, why again?

You always just smile; maybe I have yet to see,

Maybe something great, or something dreadful,

Maybe there is something I must have, to grow,

Or I just have to leave all behind,

Everything I think is mine,

Is nothing but skin, I have to shed,

Love or hate, pain or joy everything is for the world

Not for the soul, not for us, not for me.

Your smile tells me all. But I don’t want to go,

It is my home its worm and it is also cold,

I feel pain and joy in this very moment,

I always welcomed death as an old friend,

Because I knew it would take me home to you.

But now I am going again, the only thing I can say is

Why? Just this time let me stay…..

But those words are the reason I must go,

I know, you know and the world knows, still

I will ask why as long as I am me……and you will smile

As long we are not one.