Never again

Never again

What are you afraid of?

The raging fire inside me scares you?

or the anger the mounted feeling ready

to explode threatens you?

Not your fault nevertheless

It scares me too, the emotional

Storm inside my brain,

every tissue is burning,

a living hell, inside me.

Who would not be scared?

Fear is something I always been scared of

but my anger, my raging feelings, 

stored emotions

Makes me afraid without my concern;

Or it is all a silly excuse to escape from the

Inevitable, the ground plan of the universe,

a cruel unending game of fate; the destiny?

No more Never…….

I am denying all unknown, unseen powers around me

No eternal system, no universal plan, no fate

Only me, my desires, my feeling, my words

What are you waiting for, shout with your full energy

deny me once again ignore my anger

my fears, but not my mind

Not my soul, not going to obey you blindly,

If fear is disgusting then flattery is murder the soul

What are you afraid of?

Sure you can be, I am not stopping you

Not assuring you either

Be afraid be scared…be all those pathetic things

Just do not include me in your foul design……No more, Never again